Monday, June 21, 2010
officially stepped down.
today's the day that kinds of mark the officially ending of MAD EXCO 09/10 and kinda makes me feel that my MAD days are kinda over?
I still remember on dancenight last show, as I was doing bboy item, I got to stare at the screen from backstage when oneski sonshine and boy were doing. then I got the feeling, this is the last time we are going to do this, last time seeing this and all, last time bboying with all of my batchmates. and the feeling struck me hard and all.
getting into MAD seems so long ago. still remember going out with vern and doing a routine. remember siquan putting up a notice on the notice board. awaiting for siquan sms to whether we have been accepted anot.
after that. was j1 orientation. which i remembered no one except for enrui. LOL. still remembering choreo-ing our first performance together for athena fac outing. and the dumb things we thought of.
dancenight 2009 BACK AGAIN was our first time performing together as MAD bboys. it only being 5minutes, while the rest of MAD had at least 2performances. but it was still a good experience for us. staying till so late everyday just to make a gate. and so much conflicts arised just from that gate itself. and entering female toilet to take photos right after gate making. =D
after that. PBAP. and then EXCO elections. still remember the other two never prepare speech -.- haha elections for the new exco just over. so still can remember what questions did siquan ask me. the choreo being freaking long with my weird mix. battling with the rest of the senior exco.
after getting results. still remember siquan telling me he got nothing to say to me and vern. -.- HAHA made me feel like a loss. and the senior exco telling us that we had alot to do. which I did not understood until this year. the next day. we had our first exco meeting. which i was late for 30minutes and vern did not even come. LOL.
tapestry made me closer to the hiphop people. still remember matthew talking about the way we first met. thn all the fun bus trips with matthewyang and limjunan. =D haha lucky got some people to take bus with me =D still remember going to yck to practise choreo =D
after that was BT1. which 7 of the exco died. and remember miss chen talking to us. asking us what happened. LOL. after that was studying for promos all the way. occasionally seizing the chance when PE studio is open to train together until H1N1 striked -.-
planning for dancenight and dancecamp started like almost after that? those seem so near. still remember CYYPHER games session. haha all the dumb acronyms -.- after that going for dance camp. all of this happened so quickly. dance camp happened like super fast. me haojie kevintoh junan junrong. sleeping at blackbox with no one knowing. =D
dancecamp period was freaking tiring. so much stuff to do. although i know the rest had more. stayed in school for 2days =D cause after that many more people decided to stay in blackbox. =D haha. that was the first time MAD got so bonded. after one year since we have been together.
CNY choreo was cool. HARDCORE finally formed. =D still remember we actually thought of an acronym for it -.- LOL chinesenewyear was the first time we did a fusion. =D haha which i thought wasnt that bad. =D open house and CCA orientation were also quite fail. cause the speakers and all. but we managed to get our juniors nonetheless.
after that. it was training for dancenight and fuyo interschool all the way.
when dancenight approached. still remember matthew telling us how he was emo-ing and thinking everything will be over soon. sitting in macs. it kind of struck me. like everything is going to be over soon. me and ja couldnt sleep at night. thinking of what matthewyang said -.-
dancenight 2010 transcenDANCE was the best performance our batch has put up. the 14minutes that we managed to chalk up and choreo and do together as batch. it was freaking crazy. but it was worth it.
today as i was telling jiahan and weicher what he has to do together for the next year. it brought me to think of what i have done for my batch. it was freaking little. and we did not really accomplish much. guessed someone else might have done a much better job than me. sometimes. i really regret why havent i set a goal earlier. start pushing our batch earlier. but its all over now i guess.
no more telling my batch to not to be late for training. no more mass sms to the batch to ask them to come for training. no more shouting at them to gather and do choreo. no more gathering them to cypher at the end of salt studio trainings.
like what i told the j1s. everything is going to be worthwhile. even now. as i passed on felix and boy's numbers as well as the rest of the j1s number, it was kind of stepping down ceremony for me. no longer do i need to communicate with them or the j1s batch.
MAD 09/10 has given me fond memories. in bboy. in exco. in fusion 2. in dance camp. in back again. in tapestry. in transcendance. in all the gatherings. in alot of things which maybe i forgot. but its always worthwhile to dance together. and to remember all the dumb things that we always do together in trainings and all.
i hope i can always remember these memories that MAD has given. all the late trainings. all the bus trips back with matthewyang and ja. all the 6th avenues dinner sessions. everything.
as matthew told me. its going to be difficult to dance now. cause there is something nagging at the back of our heads. i thought of it as i got home. maybe dancing wont be as easy for us as it was j1. maybe after a levels then we will get our feel back. but as long as we dont stop. there will always be this bond among us. cause we have the love for the same thing. and thats why i hope 10years later. i will be able to see the bboys in a jam, watch matthew and ja on youtube. =D imagine that happening.
dance cause its fun. its all that matters. like why we all joined MAD in the first place.
Filled up with colours
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